If you can define what u want , when u get it is a matter of time ... but the problem lies with the definations... It is so much more dificult to know what u really want in life...Sometimes the very things u dont have create a urgency and when u end up having it , u realise it wasnt exactly what u were after .. Was wondering if it is only me or everyone running after things they dont even know if they really want .. why this thought today, guess cause today has been one of those days when u question everything about urself ..the whys and the whats in life and it never ends with a answer rather a question . It is so much easier to just go on with life without using too much of ur grey cells...get up ..have chai ...watch tv ...have a bath ..watch tv again , sleep for some time..study if u really have to ..cook and clean and watch tv again ..and end with chai.. but there is a voice inside of u that isnt too happy with this state of affairs ...it keeps getting louder and more and more irritating is this all u want...is this all ur worth and it sets the thots in motion ..wish i had a answer sometime and cud rest with the thot ..but i dont and i guess i need to come up with one sometime ..Life is short , enjoy it while is lasts, definately sensible , guess lets u get away from the questions in head and lets u just treat this day as any other day and go on with life ..cant even remember the last time i felt this way, but i guess it is good once in a while ...helps u come in terms with urself neways enuf ... moving to lighter things in life( am not one this days ) , just how much tv do u think a sensible person can watch in a day? been trying to work out a solution to this inane issue during the last few days and i have arrived at a golden figure of 4 hrs ...now this is when u r not watching movies ..if movies are included can be xtended to 6 hrs .Anything beyond this would slowly but surely kill ur enthusiasm for TV in general. which iiss not a good thing fro long term perspective. I mean in this day and time there arent better timepasses than this one and if u got sick of it too soon ..there wud be a void dificult to fill up ..just one of those days , when i worry about the TV too , guess its really time to log off ...